This is an exceptionally special moment..

I find out in four days whether I will be in the pack or a 49er. If I don’t get into NC State I will have no other choice but to go the Charlotte. I planned it this way,so Charlotte is fine, but I feel like I belong at State. Almost like my soul mate is there waiting for me to come find him. Plus, I look much better in red! Meghan got her acceptance letter from App today. I was so excited for her, at the same time, it made me extremely anxious about my own letter soon to come. As if high schoolers didn’t have enough stress. College has just bogged me down to the point where I just want to say forget it. I’ll just settle for any old place that has a dude that will teach me. I have to keep my head up though even if Charlotte is where I end up. There are benefits here too..family, friends, church, familiarity. But still… GO PACK! <3 <3 <3

(Source: cosmicloveforeveryoung)